learnt one thing today:
don't cry for more than 2 hours.
cos ur eyes will look super duper small
and ur face will be all puffed up and ugly.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
lol.
surprisingly i don't freaking need 8 hours
to let go. i just did.
just like that.
i'm not going to look back anymore.
was crying like mad. but then talked to alex abit.
and he reasoned out with me.
so started to calm down.
and think rationally.
and tada! it still hurts.
and i know it will for awhile and whenever i think about it.
but yeah. i'm so over.
maybe after this i'll still feel upset.
but my pain is nothing compared to ppl who are starving.
ppl who are homeless from the earthquakes.
my pain is nothing.

time to change my attitude :)
time to clench my teeth and charge forward.
time to live and learn
time to be a true airguard
time to be a nicer daughter to my mummy :)
time to put my prorities right
time to work hard to get into my ideal school
time to leave the past.
time to let go of you.

dun think i have anymore heart to give anyone at the moment.
but i'll will get it back.
i know i will.